Moving Past Creative Blocks with the Five of Pentacles

This is the fourth post in my series on lessons for moving past creative blocks from the Five cards in the Tarot.

In this series, I'm sharing lessons from the Five cards in the Tarotthe Five of Swords, the Five of Wands, the Five of Cups, and the Five of Pentacles--and telling you the specifics of how I moved beyond setbacks in my writing career. 

My book Call Me by My Other Name is a novel in verse, based on the lives of  two people assigned female at birth who lived as husband and wife in the rural Midwest in the late 19th century. It's a queer narrative and a trans narrative told in three voices, Gertrude, the feminine partner, Frank/Anna the masculine partner, and a meta-poetic third narrator who ties the past to the present. It's about marriage and relationships and gender and queer desire and love. Written over the course of ten years, a lot happened in regards to LGBT rights in that time, and yet discrimination remains. 

Read the first three posts in the series.

The Five of Pentacles

This card feels really scary, because it's about being rejected, excommunicated, cut off from accessing financial success. We can beat our hands against the doors of the systems we want access to, but the door won't open, and we'll end up with bloody hands. 

For six years, I sent my manuscript to book contests, spending thousands of dollars I didn't have trying to access elite presses and contests hoping to achieve some poetry fame. People told me they liked my work, so why was I always a bridesmaid, never a bride? This can feel particularly painful if you're watching friends and peers succeed and gain the accolades you so desperately want.

Eventually, though, I stopped wasting my money on contest fees, and focus on explicitly queer or queer-friendly presses. I took editors' advice and put CMBMON aside, while I put together a new "first book" manuscript from all the poems that I'd been writing through the years that didn't fit into CMBMON. And most importantly, when I was ready to submit again, I sent my work to Sibling Rivalry Press, a very new at the time small press based in Arkansas that focused on texts that "disturb and enrapture." The publishers were queer, and they'd published several excellent queer books. I sent my work there, and they ended up published both of my books, in 2014, and 2016. I've never regretted that decision, and it turned out that I didn't need a big fancy poetry press to win a Lambda Award, which had been a dream of mine since I was a baby poet.

When you are going through what I like to call a "Five Time," experiencing a scenario that resembles one of these cards, it can be so difficult to see beyond the pain of the current moment. I have time and distance to allow me to reflect on all of this, but if you'd tried to tell me to be positive and think differently six years ago, I would have just kept on crying. It's important to look for the lessons embedded in these cards in order to see how to move forward, and there are very concrete next steps you can take in each case, it just requires a step back, and some difficult, honest examination of what's working—and what's really not in your work.

If you'd like to learn how tarot can help you move through a tough time in your creative work, book a reading with me.

Deck used: Rider Waite Smith, published by U.S. Games Systems.

Moving Past Creative Blocks with the Five of Cups

This is the third post in my series on lessons for moving past creative blocks from the Five cards in the Tarot.

In this series, I'm sharing lessons from the Five cards in the Tarotthe Five of Swords, the Five of Wands, the Five of Cups, and the Five of Pentacles--and telling you the specifics of how I moved beyond setbacks in my writing career. 

My book Call Me by My Other Name is a novel in verse, based on the lives of  two people assigned female at birth who lived as husband and wife in the rural Midwest in the late 19th century. It's a queer narrative and a trans narrative told in three voices, Gertrude, the feminine partner, Frank/Anna the masculine partner, and a meta-poetic third narrator who ties the past to the present. It's about marriage and relationships and gender and queer desire and love. Written over the course of ten years, a lot happened in regards to LGBT rights in that time, and yet discrimination remains. 

Read the first two posts in the series.

 

The Five of Cups

It is important to mourn setbacks, but look at this card—too focused on mourning, this figure has their back to what they still have, those cups that haven't been overturned. The good stuff that remains. During the decade I worked on this book, many people did not understand it. Workshop after workshop of heterosexual readers didn't understand why I'd bother telling this story. There was vocabulary they didn't understand (topping, stone, butch, femme, binding, etc), and a famous editor even told me in a one-on-one consultation that no one wanted to read about "people like this." It was devastating. I poured my heart and soul into this book that means the world to me, yet it wasn't landing with readers. 

A few different things were going on here. The first is genuine homophobia. I made some straight readers uncomfortable, and they lashed out, rejecting the work. But there were also structural problems with the manuscript at that phase that were alienating the reader, and making it difficult for them to follow the non-linear narrative. I needed to do something with the format to help make this story legible for them. The book will simply never appeal to some people; that's fine. It's not for them. Realizing who your audience is can be hugely important, because it helps you understand what advice to listen to, and what to ignore. Obviously I wasn't going to scrap my entire project just because some old cis straight white dude didn't like it. So I had to find some readers from my target demographic. Lesbians love this book. Which makes sense, because I'm a lesbian, and once I started asking some queer women friends of mine to read it, I started getting better feedback. But there was still something not quite right with the manuscript.

Focusing on what didn't work for my target demographic helped me realize that the voices of my characters were confusing. I needed to do more to differentiate the two main characters, so I worked on revising their language, and reformatting the text—changing the alignment of the poem on the page—to better signal to the reader who was speaking.

If you'd like to learn more about how tarot can help you work through creative blocks, book a tarot reading with me.

Stay tuned next week for Part 4 of the series, where I examine the lessons from the Five of Pentacles.

Deck used: Rider Waite Smith, published by U.S. Games Systems.

Moving Past Creative Blocks with the Five of Wands

This is the second post in my series on lessons for moving past creative blocks from the Five cards in the Tarot.

In this series, I’m sharing lessons from the Five Cards in the Tarot—the Five of Swords, the Five of Wands, the Five of Cups, and the Five of Pentacles—and tell you the specifics of how I moved beyond setbacks in my writing career. 

Check out the first post on the Five of Swords.

 

The Five of Wands

This card of sparring—of preparing for a battle, but not yet being allowed to fight—is, for me, all about the publication process. I submitted the manuscript countless times between 2009 and 2014, and was frequently a finalist or semi-finalist in contests. (Most poetry manuscripts are published through a contest system in the USA, or open reading periods at presses.) Several editors told me they liked the work, but it made a better second book than a first book, and I was mostly submitting to first book contests. Eventually, I took all the poems I had been writing that didn't fit in Call Me by My Other Name, including the section I just mentioned, and made what became my first published book, Mysterious Acts by My People. That book ended up winning the Lambda Literary Award for Lesbian Poetry, but it never would have existed if CMBMON hadn't been rejected. 

I also think of the Five of Wands as Grad School. Training to be a professional Author out in the world, but people constantly telling you "not yet, you're not ready" can be maddening, but I'm forever grateful for my commitment and perseverance to finish my MFA and PhD. I learned so much, and I miss having all that time to devote to writing and reading. I thought I was so busy, but I didn't realize how much free time I actually had! If we have chosen our mentors right, then we can trust their advice when they tell us we still have more to learn before we leave our training behind. 

Everyone wishes they could skip ahead to the Expert phase, but apprenticeship is vital to prepare ourselves. I'm so grateful that my manuscript wasn't accepted for publication in earlier versions, because it was not nearly as good as the final published version. I so badly wanted to be published, and there is so much pressure to publish fast and often, but it's not worth putting out a shoddy product before it's ready when we're trying to creative a piece of art. 

Stay patient with yourself, and your work. Quality takes time.

 

If you'd like to learn more about how tarot can help you work through creative blocks, book a tarot reading with me.

Stay tuned next week for Part 3 of the series, where I examine the lessons from the Five of Cups.

Deck used: Rider Waite Smith, published by U.S. Games Systems.

 

Weekend Creative Wisdom

Since most of the creative people I know balance their art with day jobs, the weekend is our time to dive in deep with our creative projects, and for those on the academic track, summer is especially so. Today I bring you some advice to carry in to your weekend of creating. 

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Card 1: The Hermit

Feedback can be wonderful, but now it's time to withdraw from the crowd, take what you can from the lessons others have given you, and trust your own intuition. Find time this weekend to be alone with your creative work, and think not about what other people want from you, but what you want from this project. What needs to stay, what needs to go? Tune out the external voices, and tune in to your intuition. Trust yourself. You are the creator, and only you can make this work.

Card 2: Eight of Wands

Research and planning are wonderful, but now it's time to sit down and get to work. Start writing, painting, shooting photos, whatever your genre requires. This card is meant to light a fire under your ass to actually get shit done. Do what you need to to do in order to get the momentum for a creative sprint this weekend. 

Card 3: Death

Something needs to change in your current project. Is it time to let this particular project go? Perhaps your novel should be in first person, not third person. Whatever the case, a major transition is required with your creative work right now. Take some time to consider deeply what your work truly needs--and why? What are you holding on to that isn't serving the work? Time to kill it off now.

Now take the message from the cards, and head off into a productive, creative weekend!

Happy Solstice!

This is my favorite time of year. Perhaps it's because I'm a Sagittarius, but I love the turn toward the darker, colder part of the year (in my hemisphere, anyway). I've always been an insomniac, which can be frustrating, but also wildly productive. I've been ensconced in my studio writing and reading cards late into the night. I'm so excited to share the new spreads I've designed for this time of year!

My Solstice Reading will shed light into your most pressing questions at this, the darkest time of year. The cards become a beam of light, illuminating your path ahead.

 

This 12-month forecast is one of my most popular items. It offers a one-card reading for each month of 2016, giving you a glimpse at what the new year could hold. 

There are many other listings in the shop, including a Get Shit Done reading, a Career and Biz spread, and one focused on Goal-setting. 

Stay tuned for more releases coming up, and exciting new offerings in 2016, such as a subscription service, mentoring sessions, and ebooks!


Using Tarot to Get Sh*t Done!

We all know tarot is great for introspection. Readings invite us to think deeply about the messages from the cards and retreat into contemplation, but sometimes, it's just time to get up and get sh*t done! I wrote an ebook for just those times. 

 

Using Tarot to Get Sh*t Done is absolutely free, so get your copy today!

The link will ask you to sign up for my newsletter, after which you will be automatically sent the download link for the book. Newsletter subscribers always get the first heads up on sales and special shop offerings and, trust me, this month, you DEFINITELY want to be on that list, because I have exciting things coming your way!

Periscope

It's hard to believe that I've been on Periscope less than two months, and it's already changed so much for me. If you're unfamiliar with Periscope, it's a Twitter-connected livestreaming app that allows you to "follow" people, then get notifications when they broadcast live, just as if you're Facetiming or Skyping with the world. You can tap the screen to leave hearts and let the broadcaster know you dig what they're saying, and you can comment and ask and answer questions directly. I just love the immediate interaction and the intimacy of the platform. So much so that I'm 'scoping every day!

My Periscope schedule is as follows:

Monday: Oracle Message Monday, where I pull cards from oracle decks for anyone who wants one, and we chat about oracle decks and intention-setting for the week ahead.

Tuesday: Tarot Tuesdays, where I chat about all things tarot, answer questions, and occasionally pull cards for folks who tune in.

Wednesday: Witchy Wednesday, where I chat about various witchy things, like Sabbats, rituals, spells, crystals, witchy books, etc.

Thursday: Thalia Talks Thursday, a free-for-all, a chance for Q&As, and casual chats with my #thaliatribe

Friday: This alternates between Feminist Friday, where I chat about witchy intersections with feminism, and Friday Faves, where I share my current favorite tarot or oracle decks or any other witchy woo woo things I'm vibing on.

Saturday: Self-Love Saturday is all about raising our vibration and loving ourselves more. How can we do that? How can witchcraft and/or tarot help with that?

Sunday: Spirit Sunday is a day to chat more deeply about how we connect with the Divine, including rituals, meditations, prayers, etc.

As on all my social media platforms, you can follow me on Periscope at taleraventarot, and while you can watch from the web, the experience is so much better if you download the app and watch live. You can, however, catch my replays at katch.me/taleraventarot. 

Hope you see you on the 'scope soon!


Reflecting on 33 Free Readings

Wow! I have had so much fun the past month doing readings for 33 strangers and friends in anticipation of launching my tarot business. The buzz was so great and the demand so high that I decided the #thaliatribe just couldn't wait until December for me to finally open shop, so I'm officially launching on Halloween/Samhain!

The Etsy shop is open already, however, for gift certificates, so if you want to be first in line on Halloween for a reading, buy a short or long reading for yourself or a loved one ASAP!

I learned a lot from these readings, received a lot of excellent feedback, and best of all, confirmed that, yes, this is what I want to be doing next in my life, and it's what you want from me, too! I feel profoundly blessed to have this intuitive gift, and I'm very pleased to have yet another way to teach, heal, and inspire people.

Thank you to everyone who participated in the 33 Free Readings, and if you didn't get one this time around, purchase a gift certificate, and tune in to my Periscope (@taleraventarot) on Mondays and Tuesdays, when I'll be doing one-card Oracle and Tarot readings.


Cultivate Enthusiasm

If you're not using the app Periscope, you are missing out on daily content from me! Find me over there @taleraventarot (or on katch.me for the replays). 

Today I talked about enthusiasm, which means in essence being at one with the energy of God or the Divine. The word itself comes from the Greek en (one with) and theos (the divine). Enthusiasm comes from our closeness to Spirit (or God, or Goddess, or Deity or the Universe, or whatever your conception of a Higher Power might be). On a Monday, this is good to keep in mind. We all want to hit the ground running on Monday morning, but it's difficult to get going and cultivate that enthusiasm. We're dragging, we need more coffee, we spend time on social media instead of getting down to business. I always say that the Universe has your back, but you have to do the work. But before that, make sure you're connecting with the Divine, because that is the source of enthusiasm, which we need to carry us through a busy week.

Look to nature for inspiration. The morning glories just show up every morning. We need to make a commitment and show up to connect with the Divine, whether it's through a daily tarot card draw, meditating, prayer, reading a daily devotional, spending time at our altar, or whatever works for you. We have to make time for that, or we won't have the energy and enthusiasm to get to all the rest of what we need to do! I love the adage that you should meditate for 30 minutes a day, unless you don't have time for that, then you should meditate for an hour. If we don't make time for this, how can we make time for anything else? It is so difficult in this world to prioritize our spiritual sides, because there is always something else that needs doing, but we owe it to ourselves and to the Divine to honor and cultivate that connection. It will be worth it, I swear.


33 FREE READINGS!

 

 

I am so excited to announce a special pre-launch event for my shop. The grand opening of Tale Raven Tarot will take place in December, and in November (yes, I'm a Sagittarius!), I turn 33. What a magical number! In honor of my birthday and the shop's grand opening, I'll be doing 33 absolutely FREE readings for the first 33 people who contact me. 

These readings will be emailed readings, just as in-depth as I'll do for my paying clients once the shop launches. It's a chance to get insight into your life story and an excellent opportunity to get a detailed, high-quality reading from me.

Who am I? I'm an intuitive tarot reader, poet, and teacher with fifteen years of experience reading cards. I have a number of decks I read with, and I will let my intuition guide me to the best deck for your needs.

Reading tarot cards is my passion. I do a daily draw for myself, and readings for friends all the time, and I'm so excited for the opportunity to read for you! Whether you've had dozens of readings before, or this is your first one, I'm sure I can help you find your story in the cards.

I will be doing these readings from now until the shop opens in December (or until I reach 33 readings), but these will go fast, so get in touch with me today, and I'll add you to my list, and do the readings on a first come, first served basis.

Edited to Add: All the readings have now been claimed! Thank you for participating!